Friday, November 5, 2010

4:12


Somehow I don’t think my body can take any more ventalin, my hands are shaking so bad I can hardly type. 4am is never a good time when you didn’t choose to be awake then… or you have to work in the morning. Where exactly is that point when you decide that it’s no longer viable to go back to sleep and so you give up? I hope I'm not waking anyone up..What to do ... when the rest of your world is asleep? Start a blog?

Its funny how your brain works sometimes when it's not really awake.. Not this morning though. As soon as I woke up I looked at the time, and thought of a Switchfoot song.

Funny is probably not the right word. It seems to me that my mind is clearer when the rest of the world is asleep. It hasn't had time to get tainted by the reality of my everyday life. Again, reality is probably the wrong word, that state of mind is not real. Superficial maybe? Material? It's nonsensical.. God, as I go about my day please help me to remember how real you were at 4:12 this morning.

3 comments:

  1. I am soooooo proud of you my sister!!!!

    Haha, Charity! And the greatest of these is Charity!!! 1 Cor 13v13 KJV

    btw, how real was God this morn at 4:12
    ***Hebrews 13:8

    I Love that Switchfoot song btw!!!

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  2. Isn't that how most people take-up their hobby of blogging? At 4:12 in the morning?

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  3. maybe. but theyre probably coming from the other end, a late night rather than an early morning.

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